Monday Mornings

For once,I want to shut down.
Take a break from all the drama.
Wanna travel, go away for a while,
or if I could just slip into a comma.

I fear for my sanity.
I wake up in the middle of the night all tensed.
Is it stupid to wish for clarity,
in a world where nothing makes sense?

It gets a little harder with every breath.
You don't have to scared of hurting me.
Just say what you really mean
and get it over with.

Here within these waters
is what I call crystal clear truth.
Why cant I for once
have all the puzzle pieces?

I don't have to understand.
I don't have to put myself in your shoes.
I can choose not to fight with this quick sand,
keep my distance equally from both friends and foes.